For dear Alan

Hi my Dearest Alan!!!! How are things there? a thank to you for the letter, excuse me that I to force you so long to wait my letter. I wanted to write to you faster... Yesterday I have received a payment for my work and at once have run in the Internet of cafe to write to you my Friend! I work as the whole days. Now at me a network a free time to write to you. By the way, I have scanned one of my last photos. I very much like children . You to love children? Has passed so a lot of time when I wrote to you last time and have passed so many days. On evenings I went to bed with my cat and to me was so alone. It seems that I sleep, and all that with me occurs simply dream. I do not believe that such happens, I became the happy girl after our acquaintance. You became for me to princes from a magic fairy tale, and I do not believe that all occurs to me. You the remarkable man, perfect man. I do not want to lose you, I want to be happy with you. I believe to all your words, and consequently is sure that you can to make my life by the present fairy tale. You sincerely speak with me, you kind both generous, tender and gentle, in you are all best qualities the man. But I still do not believe that the god has decided to present me happiness and that I and really is necessary to you on the present. If you play with me, play by my feelings, then you will break my heart for ever, I ask you to not do) it. I want that you have told me frankly that it not game, that you and in the truth want to connect my life to yours. From your letter I have understood what really to like you and you has made to me many compliments and has estimated my advantages and me, as the woman, it is very pleasant. And some your words have forced me to redden, they have touched my heart and it was drove even faster. I see that you know as to make the woman happy and how to deliver to her pleasure, it not everyone can. I thank the god, that has connected us and at the same time I ask that our relations did not come to an end and it is all there was not a game, now I very strongly am afraid of you to lose, I do not want that it has taken place. I shall wait very much for your letters, you my prince. Whole, good to you of day. I shall write to you as soon as I can. I very much want that you waited my letters. I do not want to lose you.

Your only your Natasha

24.04.2005